My Temper

Losing my temper still afflicts me even though I've been in recovery for a while. I am trying to allow God to work on this defect in my character, but I sometimes feel what seems to be an uncontrollable impulse to judge and condemn another.

When I have such an emotional outburst, I'm really asserting that everything the I think and do is right and that everything the other person does is wrong. Sometimes the other person is God.

When I lose control, I surrender to my problems. It is better to surrender to God, to place Him in control.

God, grant me Your serenity and calm. Quieten my spirit. Take control.

—Anonymous

A New Song in My Mouth

I waited patiently for the LORD; he inclined to me and heard my cry.
He drew me up from the desolate pit, out of the miry bog,
and set my feet upon a rock, making my steps secure.
He put a new song in my mouth, a song of praise to our God.

Many will see and fear, and put their trust in the L
ORD.
Blessed is the man who makes the L
ORD his trust ...

—Psalm 40 (RSV)